Leaving the shore, in the quest of more !

As I have always felt, life is a journey where one after another we encounter new challanges, new obstacles, new people, new foes(very unlikely). This time it is my new job, the new assignment I am taking up stretching my radar diving deeper into the arena of technology and tools.

Its been truly a memorable journey for me in Dell. If I am to say any good about me, or if people know me today to have accomplished something in my life, that is my accomplishment of being chosen to be a part of Dell. All I know about myself as a techie, is something I have discovered about me within this circumference.

The friends I made, the life I led, the memories I made will remain to be of utmost importance to me, for now and always ! Irrespective of how high I fly, this was indeed the stepping stone, this was indeed the base of inclined.

Here I move to my new family, Wells Fargo !

I am ambitious, I aspire high, I believe in myself and I believe in learning. So together we will go far !

Missed you ! All the time I missed you !!

Missed you !

All the time I missed you !!                                                  

Two days life without you

There were moments of joy really very few.

Oh..

I should now mention you first;

Sweetheart, I missed you ...

There is so much to say in heart,

Might be it will come in parts

I was shocked with the vacuum your absence creates in my life...

Hey lady,

Soon you should take the chance and be my wife.

The songs which I hear crossing by,

Seeing the colors getting changed in the sky,

I missed you every moment from the time I opened and I shut my eyes.

But in my sleep, in my sub conscious

It was again you who stopped by..

I love you !

I love you ! I love you !

Listen to me,

Baby, I love you ! I love you ! I love you !

In the long time of survival

I have never felt in me what I felt after you came to my life

Each passing day I wish for our togetherness

I wish we are never set apart

All this for nothing

Just to be with you ..

Past two days, so many times, so many moments

I missed you,

All day all night I missed you !

I believe in showing what I do,

Just because, prodigiously I missed you,

That's what this memoir is telling you !

Baby I missed you alot !

I love you ! J J

It's just 'YOU' in everything . . .

With the first thought that drives my way early morning,
Has you in it ..

With every thought that comes to me whole day,
Has you in it ..

If the word 'love'  has ever had any meaning to my life,
It has you in it ..

If I am seen with the brightest smile on my face,
The reason for that smile,
Has you in it ..

This is to the extent I love you,
How do i restrict thinking about you ..

I love you 
Irrespective of whatever I do ..

I love you,
Without any haste in heart.
Just wish to be in your life,
As the most essential part ..

I will always love you,
Even when you are in disgust.
I will be there at all times,
When you feel low.
I will hold always hold you,
When you feel all alone.

Know that,
You will always have me,
By your side.

Because, 
I love you !
Irrespective of what situation we are subjected to,
I just know that,
I love you ! ! ! 

Be With Me......

In life so many moments come and go...
You just cant sit n cry.
You have to move ahead
And, That's what you got to show.

Memories can neither be vanished nor ignored..
But if memories of past persists fr long
All that you love will be gone.
All that left will be regrets.

Past teaches lessons,
Present gives you an opportunity,
Take the chance
In a single glance.
Hold the hands coming towards you
And, move on fr a journey to feel happiness in you

Don't fear to take efforts
Don't fear to put your emotion in words
Know that you have somebody who is there for you
Doesn't matter even if in solace he cries doing that for you

It's hard to find the selfless love in you for anybody
I found it for you
Hope that one day the same happens to you

With all the lonely past
With all the heartbreaks
With all the rough memories
You brought me out
You gave me love
You developed in me feelings for you
Now just don't ask me to live without you

Take the time you need
But come back to me
Take all the support from me
But come back to me.

Never shed a tear for anybody
I have cried days for you
Never felt  love in this way
I have felt it enormously for you
But still the decision is on you..

I just wanted to say I love you..!

Love Alwaysss & Forever......

Hey Baby,
I wanted to tell you that I love you. . .
Not because of any other reason,
Not because its some romantic season.
Just because,
I love the way I have you. . . .


I freak out at times,
I get upset at times.
But it happens, not because I don't trust you.
Just because,
I love you !
I trust you !
I need you !
I want you !
and,
I miss you !

Hold me when I am down,
Support me when I am alone
Give me the belief that you are there
Tell me that I am not alone here


There are moments,
When every answer you know,
Still you want me to show
All because you want to hear
That I love you mydear
And feel me in and around everywhere.

We fought too much in the past days,
But still I want to show my love in all possible ways.
Know that you are my beloved,
Know that you are very special .
Even if I am angry with you,
I am in love with you
Because,
All in my life,
I feel, is You ! ! !

Oh my baby, I Love You . . . . ! !

Be it I call you with whatever name,
My feelings for you will always be the same.
I care for you in ways,
May be you will never know
May be I will never be able to show.

Always & forever I Love You. . . ! !

I know there will be tuff times
I know at sometime one or both would want to get out of it
But even at that time,
I will love you,
I will hold you,
I will stand by your side,
You will have all of me to hide.
Because I know in my heart,
You are the only one for me . . . ! !

I Love You. . . ! !

When I saw you for the first time.......

It was just another normal day

I had no thoughts in mind

When I saw you for the first time.......

We met as friends

But I never knew the relation would take such a trend....

I never knew you would become so special

When I saw you for the first time.......

With the days passing through

The trust grew up

The feelings went high for each other..

The time when you smile,

The moment when you gaze..

Touches my heart in in-expressible ways, and,

Makes me fall for you more with each passing day....................

Much of the things were unexpressed

But we were always steady

Just to judge if for this relation we were ready.....

With the increasing complexities

The love n feelings increased...

The need for each other increased...

I never knew this would be the way we would love each other

When I saw you for the first time.......

You have always taken time to makes little moves,

But baby, I want you to know

I am always there by your side

In all the times of agony you have me to come running in my arms and hide.....

With you coming to my life,

there has come happiness..

With you being around..

I feel my world in you..

All that with my eyes or words I can express is

"I love you"

You make my day with the pretty smile you bear,

the trendy clothes you wear..

Set on the fastest gear...

Every moment of my life I cheer..

Its all because I know you are always there...

Not many months or years we have spent with each other,

But what feeling we have for each other is all that matters....

Any issue which we face in the coming days,

We promise to resolve it and be together in all possible ways.

I believe you love me,

I believe all you express,

I want to be always with you

Jaan, never from my life make a skip

Because I believe you will never let me rip.

I love you, I want you , I need you in my life..

I want you to know how much you mean

You are the only one for me 

Tell me what do I do to make you believe.

Jaan, I love you

I have always done

I will always do...

I love you....!!! 

Waiting for you..!!!

All day long,
I wait to listen from you..
Deep in my heart,
I keep waiting for you..

I try to convince myself,
Not to have hopes of such kind..
But, I cant let your thought,
Go out of my mind...

I don't know,
Why so important to me are you..
This is all I can express to let you know,
How important to me are you..!!!


With Love.

STRANGERS..!!!

Long 8 years we have known each other,

But hardly ever had a word.

Past few months we are friends,

Now we miss one’s presence in this big world.

Whenever we are into a conversation,

It pulls me out of all my frustrations.

We talk for hours,

But soon, we have to sign off being restricted by certain bars.

We met for the first time,

And, the meeting lasted for long.

I wish we would have kept talking,

The whole night one the same table would have passed on.

I don’t regret for that days pack-up,

As it’s just the start.

Will try to keep alive the zest of our relation,

Because that is the real art.

In the nutshell,

Life without good friends deserves to be in hell.

Since I have added to my life a new jewel,

So I say

All is well. All is well. !!!!

FLASHBACK..

This one is for you friends.!!
Mihir Jha, Saurav Das, Shagun Saxena and all my near n dear ones.!!


Traveling all the way from south to north,
I came to see my friends..
It feels bad to think of the distance between us, and,
I hate this life's new trend...

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Seeing each other in the first sight,
Bought on our lips a big smile;
Made our faces bright,
And, we were relieved to hug each other after being at distance of miles....

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Coming to Chandigarh it felt so good,
We were so delighted at heart,
And, set in a jolly mood....

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Each place has so many memories attached to it.
From classrooms to college canteen,
From bike rides to the silly fights.
Its impossible to forget and come out of it...

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Meeting all friends in college,
Reminded me of the past days.
Every bit we use to enjoy,
Have so much fun in so many different ways...

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Life is now set on the fastest gear,
With not many moments left to cheer.
I wish we were all together ,
Rejoicing the golden days with bottles of beer... :))

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Lets hope we don't change,
With the changing scenario of our lives.
We stay united as brothers,
And, live up to the expectations of each other...

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I love you my fellow mates.!!
Life totally is shit when you people are not around.!

Missed you MIHIR JHA.!! :))

~ Tushar Srijan. :))

You and Me.....

It ’s nine long years of friendship now,

All we can express It , is by saying a “wow”…

Earlier we use to meet for hours every day,

Now its difficult to manage even an hour in a day.

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We alwayzz meet at your place..

Niether your parents object , nor did mine. J

We never had chance to move out and roam

But the best part is,

All are aware of our names in each others home..

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We were never together,

But the togetherness was alwayzz there..

The fight over silly issues turned to big ones

And even took long lasting heights…

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Nothing big till date, came in between us,

We still are attached like the sign of plus..

I know I know that wasn’t rhymic ..

So u can consider it a piece of comic.. hahah!!

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Every meet leaves us unsatisfied,

Every call brings on our face a smile

Though we are separated by the distance of miles

But in each others subconscious we are stored as a back up file…

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With crests and troughs,

We have managed it till now..

The essence of friendship is well maintained ,

And

The relation of we two is not any more strained.

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We both share a common bond called trust,

Fights and issues are a part of life

But

We never regret for this feeling which is in our hearts at the crust…

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Long live you,

Long live me..

Longer lives this relation we share….

With loads of good wishes and care,

I sum up my here.. J

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Tushar Srijan. :))

Relations Revived.!!

School days are the initial days were we learn alot of things.. chill freinds.! padhai ki baat nahi kar raha.. its all about making friends and establishing relations. that is the tender age when we do all that comes in our minds...

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There is no such classifications between guyz nd girls.. we sit together.. make fun together and the most loving thing is the fights over silly issues like u took my pencil, he lost my rubber nd all dat.. hahha!! These use to be big issues those days . reasons to fight, reasons for grudges but now they are all the sweetest memories we have ..:))

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The later school days were the time when fights became serious.. Grudges were long lasting memories were not only gud ones.. but all that was an amature period of ours.

It has been long years now. Everyone has changed.. all have become mature and serious towards life, be what the way they carry themselves..:)

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Few lines flashed in my mind which probably will refer to the changes which have cme in this period.

" Those were our school days,

we were all then kids..

Now we r such grown-up's , that ,

names have changed from

Ishita to ISH..

and,

Siddhartha to SIDD.." :))

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Now that we are all back in touch it seriosly feels great talking to all friends.. whether it be seeing Sahil Raman and Shalini together even now, whether its Siddhartha being so different, whether its laughter sessions with Ishita and many more things..

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Life has certainly changed for all and these changes have made everyone curious for each other. talking to anyone from the school days seems so special..

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The retreival of relations will surely last for long because it has no boundations now.. We are no more classmates, no more batchmates..

All we share is a common platform- " we are all old school friends "...:))

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It can be said that-

"Friendship is a silent gift of nature..

More old.. more strong..

More deep.. More clear

More close.. More warm..

and lastly,

Less words and more understanding.."..:)))

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Wish for long years of togetherness mates. loads of love and my best wishes to everyone.:)

TUSHAR SRIJAN

Last Innings...!!!

Its gonna be our last day,

we will all then depart...

For next few months,

we will all stay apart...

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Thereafter,

It would be our last inning..

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Life set on the fastest gear,

left with few moments to cheer..

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Everyone will then pack up,

Everything will then end up...

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It would be a final "Bye",

With no assumptions for the next "Hi"..

Will miss you guyzz and hope u will mis me too.

Take Care.

* Tushar a.k.a Taqeela *..

I Love You...!!!

You are so beautiful

But that's not why i love you...

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I am not sure you know

that the reason i love you,

is you being you..

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Just you that's the reason

I love you..

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Tushar Srijan... (Courtesy:- My best buddy.)

Batch-144

Life for me has always been very foully

But now i am stable and in a mood which is very jolly.

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From somewhere in this world ,

A thought came to my mind.

I walked to TBSS ,

And found it a place worth giving time.

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We make a batch of sixteen,

Being headed by a wonder queen.

No doubt she is good at her work,

But what makes her the best is the way she train these nerds.

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The guys here are pretty cool,

As they keep making fun

By intentionally acting as fools.

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Guri, with his Punjabi tadka, and,

Rajni with her pretty voice

Make the session quiet musical.

Where we have Divya and Atul ,

Putting on shows of friendly fights.

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In a schedule of nine hours,

We take breaks,

We make fun.

The rest study time is shortened by Miss.Nandita’s one liner

“ye training Seibel hai, hang to karega hi”.

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The silent naughtiness of Vinay,

The continous comments from Vikram,

The pretty smile from Miss.Nandita makes it all

And very soon the day passes on.

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With god’s grace,

I came to such a place.

I made new friends,

And all this now is setting my life on certain new trends.

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THANK YOU ALL FOR BEING A PART OF MY LIFE.

LOVE YOU PEOPLE!!!

AND REGARDS TO NANDITA MAM....!!

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TUSHAR SRIJAN

big plans n no support....///...

A general survey says that there are ten out of hundred who think of improving their surroundings..and only a one or two take the charge and implement their plans.... people really dont exert themselves to doing anything good ...all they wanna do is to say...."this is wrong..this is a bullshit..."..."agar aisa hota to acha hota"....etc etc... this is something i hate....taking an example of ma college life.... i find a huge crowd around me abusing the college,,, but they wont exert themselves for changing the atmosphere...
i am a second year student...and as the trend says...we the seniors welcome our junior students to the college arena through a fresher's party... i took the charge along with some more guyzz n gals to accomplish my plans..but mark ma words its really difficult to change people's shrewd mind.... it really becomes very difficult when u have to do something which the majority is not supporting and u need to face yur co.students revolt...
anyhow this occassion took me on my toes every second and gave me frustrations but it seemed as if i was succeeding and my plans were turning out to be fruitful.....this really supported my self confidence and again filled in me the new enthusiasm and energy to work out for ma college....
the college and all my co.students seemed as if they were coming in ma support...
finaaly my plans are getting implemented and it seems as if everything is going intune.....
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m gonna discuss abt the program in ma next blog..jst wish me luck fr success.....

c u soon.....

love u viewers...........

wow!! m a senior...

college life is a magical one without which u feel the zist in yur life to b missing.... it gives us great pleasures as well as it test our personality to the most.. after one good year of education in my college..now i m in ma second year... i am d senior... hearing this u might not find it to b a big deal but what i say is it is a great feeling... i makes you feel really very overwhelmed when a passing by junior addressess you - " hello bhaiya or hello sir "...dis feeling can never be expressed in words...
after all it is the feeling of seniority...
we really remeber those dayzz now when we were junior students here in the college and what feeling use to arouse in us when any of our sir gives us a call....
what me and ma companions have decided is that we gonna be really good seniors who will not let our juniors abuse us behind our back....we will earn respect from them and we will make them very comfortable with the new environment...

there was a time in the middle years when ragging was a very big deals....and in literal sense guyz n girls were ragged by their seniors....this not only made them aggresive but also developed in them a feeling of disrespect.... this was the reason why people became so afraid with the word 'ragging'....//...

ragging is just an introduction to our seniors in which we get adapted to the new world bacause this is the time when we develop our personalities.... seniors protect us, support us and they do take our care at any point of time in our life the college life......

anti ragging is required only to check and control the rude actions of a few.....it shouldnt b like restrictiing the seniors to interact with the freshers.....

in my opinion i say- " ragging is a great deal ... but within limits... ". . .

afterall this is what makes one feel that u r a senior....
i say "" wow!! m a senior "".........
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Failing to discover success.....////

it has been rightly said ''nothing succeeds like success''......succes like a boon which provides the moral background to life....if any xam brings u unsatisfied results it surely gives a moral jerk which is a jerk for future progress... moral boost provides the base which lets u move ahead....start is wht afterall matters..... surely life is a game whre we attain either succes or failure.....
we shouldnt ever b afraid of failure and we learn to improve the causes but ya if one is having constant failures or say a series of it that too in his academics its gona take him to the backfoot.......
there r three classes of people in this world.....d first class is the one who r aware of the success manias n r succeeding,,,,second is of those who r nt aware of success clues yet r succeeding bt last group of people struuggles d most bcos it is of those who r aware of succes manias bt r failing to discover succes......JST THINK ABT DEM???????

i dont know wre m i lacking...one shouldn't do self appreciation bt ya knowing ones own worth n caliber is never wrong...i never had results upto ma caliber...i do try to put ma best bt wat in this world makes ma luck move behind me/... y do i always gt negative results....y y y y ?????
dont u think gting such kicks in my academics would get me on ma knees........
hah yaar!!!!!! a guy who is almost sharing his knowledge wid others i.e. helping others in dere preparation can notget results which he truly desreves....
obviously the end result says this guy is having a good result bt wat to do if d expectations r not yet fulfilled....
this is really frustrating but ya d fact is this is life- a game.........
The gr8 personality shri. Harivansh Rai Bachan ji once qouted in one of his pieces--"" jo beet gayi so baat gayi.....'' following these words m trying to overcome my thoughts andnw after analyzing everything i conclude to move ahead with a new fresh mind........
''every one should learn from his failures n making alterations in his style he could reach d mark he deserves....'''

In this blog i shared mayself to u all n i hope u rspect it n do send me yur comments...
this was Tushar Srijan's INSIDE OUT..................

what 's frndship/////......

The modern era is the best xample setter for frndship......this generation says when two people know each other's name..know a bit about one another..they share a relationship termed frndship... den give me a guess.."wat is an acquaintence"....
Frndship is knowing a person with whum u r in contact...life can give u many acquaintences like a several of batchmates bt it has tyo be u who gt to know who r frnds......
Frnds life me mil jate hain...dhoondhe nahin jaate.... my life till my schooling n ma present life sets xample fr me... i really address those people 'lucky' who has freinds in life to cheer to move around to enjoy the real taste of life.....without frnds tthe youthfulness can never b understood...i never had gr8 frnds in life till i was in school ...n i had even been back stapped by some of the guys...to turn a relation into a good relation it just takes u one conversation.. m still in contact with some people who wre rather r wid me frm ma school dayzz..v r close gud frnds bt still lackk dat do die emotions...a big reason is v r all separated in differrent directions of d country.....
There lies a real foolish cheap concept in many parts of the country regaurding frndship between a boy n a girl....many think dat a boy and a girl can never be gud frnds..mana ki imfatuation hoti hai bt tell me a relation u r in which lacks imfatuation....these concepts really say dat people in d y2k world r not broadminded...dont u thnk so???
all i wanna clear through dis blog is increase your mind limit n see were the world is going....stop dis differentiation between boys n girls....
Mark ma words THE SWEETEST RELATION ONE CAN HAVE IN LIFE IS OF FREINDSHIP AND DONT LET LIFE ESCAPE FROM YUR HANDS......i got my freinds n now its yur turn to look around...